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About Me Member Shadow Deviant Distant-PhoenixFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Go Ask Alice

Mon Dec 8, 2008, 9:06 PM
I'm scared that if I relapse, I'm going to be like Alice. Be fine for a few weeks, and then someones slips me a bad batch, and I die on the spot. Everyone at the meetings say that if I don't keep going, I'm not going to make it. Thanks a lot. *sarcasm* Sometimes, there's no way in hell I can get to a meeting. What do I do then? Go to my guy?Can't do that. Have to stay sober. No anything. Fuck I miss the numbness. I will never get that back.
I went to a meeting tonight and saw all my boys from treatment. They're doing pretty good. One of them had 30 days. Fuck that. I don't even know if I can get there, and I have 6 days to go. I don't know if I want to stop, and that is why I'm screwed. Fuck me.
I am lonely. At home, mom doesn't support me worth shit. Yelling at me for being 10 minutes late to home. I have had enough of that crap.
School's pretty good. Got a lot of fucking make-up work to do. Wish me luck with that.
My writing has gotten worse. I need major critique. I am getting really lazy in the style of it all. I need an English class to brush up on all that good stuff.
There isn't much else to say...

I'll be back soon.

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Geraldine by Glasvegas
  • Drinking: Full Throttle: Orange

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  • Favourite band or musician: The Chemical Brothers, Mindless Self Indulgence, DJ Shadow, Deftones, Sunshine
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  • Personal Quote: "We must not allow other people's limited perceptions to define us." - Virginia Satir
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